Searching

Finding God's will is hard when he's teaching you patience. In the mean time, I'm having problems staying asleep. Every time I wake up even the LITTLEST bit, those thoughts flood my mind and I lay there going "God- what should I do!? Give me some direction here, because I feel no peace about this."
I'm at a place in my life where I'm attempting to get closer to my Lord- my first and true love... things that get in the way of that, distractions, etc. I have to get rid of them and it's HARD. I wish my mom wasn't at work. I won't see her until later this afternoon. So many hours to wait.

Man, I'm hungry.